Monday, July 16, 2018

Leaving Jessie - The hardest thing I have ever done in life.

This trip to Sri Lanka has been very emotional for me. The month before I left Jessie had been in the hospital 4 times.  Our life is shifting. Jessie is 89 now. The day before I left she had to be moved to a nursing home with a memory care unit. I had no control over where she would be going or when she would be moved. I saw mom in her new location for about 15 min before I had to leave her an go to Sri Lanka. My first impression was good. I saw that the people who lived there were able to move around freely and the place was clean and the staff interacting with the folks were nice. 
I had to go.






I think this was the hardest thing I ever did in my life. 


A friend had said to me the mom always cries when the child goes to day care. 

That’s how I felt. I did a lot of praying. My Prayer was for me, and for Jessie. I prayed that Jehovah watch over her, Protect her and give me peace of mind.









The Holy Bible @ Philippians 4th chapter verse 6 &7 reminds me “ Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving, let your petitions be made known to God;  and the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus.


THE PRAYER HELPED I FELT CALM.... WEEPY BUT CALM


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